words you can't recall

i saw this movie a few weeks ago w/ some friends. we sat in the theater until the house lights came back on. Reeeeally heavy film, but there were so many elements of beauty that stay on your mind afterwards. i love when a film gets you thinking about things. Blue Valentine made me question a lot of things & wonder what love even is. i'm sure a lot of people walk out disheartened, but for some reason i was really hopeful. things like that remind me that i've got a lot to learn

central & remote

is it ever really possible to lose direction completely? i think it's possible that each of us has some sort of an internal compass telling us where to go & what to do. if our subconscious always has vision for direction, then i wonder if some people unknowingly find themselves somewhere in a blind spot - i think that's where we end up when we feel lost. It feels like we spend a lot of time finding our way in the dark. then there are moments we find clarity & know exactly what to do. i have a feeling those the times we are actually listening